Hate Nights
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Hate Nights
My dad is in bed.
I am in my room. I hate not sleeping. My thoughts are just out of control!
Sometimes I feel like I was the worst alcoholic in the world, which is stupid. Every time I go to a meeting, there are people there telling my story.
I start my new job in two weeks. Ironically in a place where I worked ten years ago, but now I am in a different department. I went in to meet my boss on Thursday. So many memories came flooding back.
Ahhh, I don't know. The Fault in Our Stars was the wrong choice of movie for tonight, but I paid zero attention when I saw it in the cinema last summer. It was at the end of my two day relapse.
I will say that I got a job at my local hospital. I have had good times and bad there. All the fun with the office girls and then when I was brought there for a very different reason...my brother says work hard at your job, it's only for nine months and then you will get a great reference
My sister said that the admin bosses must really like me I did get a letter saying that they interviewed a lot of people for several roles, and I was their number two choice.
I will admit that I am looking forward to having a routine. Sleep at 11 pm and up at 7 am and making a packed lunch for work.
My mom told me on the phone tonight that she is so proud of me.
I seem to spend a huge amount of time just trying to act normally. Actually my therapist told me I've changed. He's never seen me smile so much...
My thoughts are scrambled tonight. Thanks for reading xx
I am in my room. I hate not sleeping. My thoughts are just out of control!
Sometimes I feel like I was the worst alcoholic in the world, which is stupid. Every time I go to a meeting, there are people there telling my story.
I start my new job in two weeks. Ironically in a place where I worked ten years ago, but now I am in a different department. I went in to meet my boss on Thursday. So many memories came flooding back.
Ahhh, I don't know. The Fault in Our Stars was the wrong choice of movie for tonight, but I paid zero attention when I saw it in the cinema last summer. It was at the end of my two day relapse.
I will say that I got a job at my local hospital. I have had good times and bad there. All the fun with the office girls and then when I was brought there for a very different reason...my brother says work hard at your job, it's only for nine months and then you will get a great reference
My sister said that the admin bosses must really like me
I did get a letter saying that they interviewed a lot of people for several roles, and I was their number two choice. I will admit that I am looking forward to having a routine. Sleep at 11 pm and up at 7 am and making a packed lunch for work.
My mom told me on the phone tonight that she is so proud of me.
I seem to spend a huge amount of time just trying to act normally. Actually my therapist told me I've changed. He's never seen me smile so much...
My thoughts are scrambled tonight. Thanks for reading xx
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