Common Anxieties That I Use To Have
Yea I have always had this feeling if I went out somewhere. I would always drink before getting there because I knew there would not be enough booze for me. Even if I left drunk, I would get home and drink more because my buzz was starting to simmer.
My biggest fear on either a night out or a night in was the supply of alcohol, was there enough, when was the bar closing, who was on the next round, was there a liquor store close by to stop at on the way home.
Sobriety has lowered my blood pressure in more than one way!!
Sobriety has lowered my blood pressure in more than one way!!
I wanted to share one of the more common anxieties that I use to have when I drank. This was pretty much all of the time if the circumstances were there, and I was just curious how common this is.
For example:
When I would attend a small dinner party, or some other small get together, I’d often (always) get a bit anxious that there won't be enough alcohol. Even if I had already tuned-up before I arrived.
If it was a group of 2-3 couples for example, and I learned that the host only purchased a 12-pack of beer for the evening, that would actually disturb me the entire night, even if I already had a decent amount of alcohol already in me. Just the fact that there’s only a modest limit of beer left would run through my mind the entire time, and sort of put a damper on evening. I’d actually get the desire to leave and go home where my booze was plentiful. (Just another booze annoyance that I don't miss.)
Is this a common trait?
For example:
When I would attend a small dinner party, or some other small get together, I’d often (always) get a bit anxious that there won't be enough alcohol. Even if I had already tuned-up before I arrived.
If it was a group of 2-3 couples for example, and I learned that the host only purchased a 12-pack of beer for the evening, that would actually disturb me the entire night, even if I already had a decent amount of alcohol already in me. Just the fact that there’s only a modest limit of beer left would run through my mind the entire time, and sort of put a damper on evening. I’d actually get the desire to leave and go home where my booze was plentiful. (Just another booze annoyance that I don't miss.)
Is this a common trait?
This was also a huge problem for me. 2 bottles of wine for six people?! Were they kidding?! I wanted two for myself. So glad I don't have to worry about that anymore.
I would get anxiety at BARS. The waiting in line part always worried me.
I would get anxiety at BARS. The waiting in line part always worried me.
I would stay and help clean up. And gulp the leftover cocktails or beers left behind. Feast! What really sucked was the last and final time I sucked down a cocktail with several cigarette butts included. Someone's ashtray!
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