Ive been reading this site for ages and I have found it so helpful and can relate to so many stories
Am 36 ive lost everything through drinking, kids home partners etc..
However I have it all back now yet still drink... (no one knows but me)
No where near what I used to which could be a bottle of vodka a night, a bottle of wine etc... but that's not the point I still drink
I know that I don't want to drink but the bully in my always tells me other wise... am just tired of drinking now;. Ive been to AA meetings and they didn't work for me.
I have a great family, my children are back in my life, I see them all the time,own house, great job.. But yet once I close the door on am evening bout 8pm, I go back out to the shop and buy a bottle of wine or vodka.. its a fighting game like contast being on a merry go round..
Sorry its all a bit of a jumpy email,
I am always now saying I will not drink today... who knows tomorrow, this is the only way I can do this... I will win the fight this time, not the bully for today
Looking forward to support and supporting others