7more til 90
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7more til 90
Ive posted before about my circumstances but basically i am in a psych ward long term for detox purposes...im nearly 90 days into it and im getting squirrelllllllly......getting so anxious wanting to speed up the process but the doctors always tell me just stay the course your doing well etc.....but i just want my freedom back.....which is funny because when i have freedom i create my own prison with heroin....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Hang in therd dude this is the best thing for you
think of the turtle rabbit race story
congratulations on a week away from 90 days remember why your doing this
my sister is about to start rehab for 3 months for the same thing (shes going as shes off heroin but is having trouble quitting subitex/heroin substitute)
good luck dude
think of the turtle rabbit race story
congratulations on a week away from 90 days remember why your doing this
my sister is about to start rehab for 3 months for the same thing (shes going as shes off heroin but is having trouble quitting subitex/heroin substitute)
good luck dude
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The hospital then the psych ward because of an overdose perceived as a suicide attempt was my last stop before really getting sober and having a never before felt desire & want to be and stay sober and a understanding & awareness of my disease. When i was released from the psych ward after only 2.5 days because they knew I had a drug problem and not suicidal I felt really hopeless the first day or two and part of my wished I was back in the hospital. I know the prison you speak of, my DOC was also Heroin. "One cannot make a slave of a free man, for a free man is free even in prison" ~Plato. Do it.
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Originally Posted by soberwolf 
Hang in therd dude this is the best thing for you
my sister is about to start rehab for 3 months for the same thing (shes going as shes off heroin but is having trouble quitting subitex/heroin substitute)
good luck dude
my sister is about to start rehab for 3 months for the same thing (shes going as shes off heroin but is having trouble quitting subitex/heroin substitute)
good luck dude
as of tommorow ill be down to 30 mg' of methadone
and .75 mg's of xanax
sometimes becuse of resentment of the people and staff i am afflicted by the number one offender ....... "resentment" and when im resentful i tend to make rash decisions....so i need to stay spiritually fit....
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I have faith have done from a v.young age dont belong to any religion i have a personal relationship with god through prayer and a understanding i dont talk about it much
i will say a prayer for your spiritual fitness tonight
do you know the footprints prayer ?
http://laviejita78.files.wordpress.c...footprints.jpg
i will say a prayer for your spiritual fitness tonight
do you know the footprints prayer ?
http://laviejita78.files.wordpress.c...footprints.jpg
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