Lillie2

Hi. I'm new to this. I started drinking 15 years ago. My official last drink was yesterday. I already feel scared about not being able to succeed. I work and have no problems with drinking there, but when I'm off work its crazy. Im alone a lot. I'm going to start AA today if I make it there. I like hearing other peoples stories, lets me see I'm not alone. My husband hates me to drink and has come close to ending our marriage several times. Im not sure if I can do this, Alcohol has been my best and only friend and my worst nightmare and enemy

EJ43

Hi Lillie! Wow, you said it! This is a great place for insight, support and definitely to know you aren't alone. Hang in there, keep coming back. I know it seems impossible, but you can do it.

Alynn

I know exactly how you feel. I hid it from my husband. Your not alone. You can do this... Stay with us here at SR. I think the meeting is a good thing

I can do all things through he who strengthens me

Jupiters

welcome Lillie!
keep reading and posting here as well...this site has much to offer

bellaboos

Welcome to the group lillie2

KateL

Good for you and welcome. I wish you well xxx

sickofthiscrap

Best friend and worst enemy... I think many here could relate to that. It always turns on you in the end and the longer you drink the less "friendly" it is.

Welcome and good luck!

JasonNorth

You can do it Lillie.

welcome x

Lillie2

Thank you everyone. I already feel I have support from all of you. It feels nice and also nice not to be judged.

Bailey3

Welcome Lillie. No one's going to judge you. We're all here for the same reason. Help.

Alynn

Yep all here for the same reason. We all know what the guilt and shame feel like.. Every day will get a little easier.. I've been on here everyday for 11 days. I've found so mucho in common with so many.

I can do all things through he who strengthens me

gratitude28

If you can get to AA - go! If you need a ride, call someone there (there should be a contact number online). I treasure so much of what was said there when I was new in sobriety (and later too). You really learn and you really see that we are part of a great group of flawed people!
So glad you are here too! Can't wait to check in tomorrow and see how you are
Hugs,
Beth

LBrain

welcome Lillie, great decision

biminiblue

Welcome Lillie. I think you'll find a lot of stories here to read.

AA is a good place to go and will help you when you find yourself alone and wanting that drink. I went to a meeting every day for the first three months.

PurpleKnight

Welcome to the Forum Lillie!!

Dee74

Hi and welcome Lillie

I think, at the start, everyone is scared they won't succeed - but there's a lot of support and help here. Whenever you feel vulnerable, post or read here. There's always someone around

why not check out our Class of September support thread too?
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...2014-a-20.html

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SoberBike

Welcome Lillie!! I was in your shoes about 8 months ago, and I have remained sober since. I too almost ended my marriage because of my issues with alcohol. My wife had enough of basically being a single parent, but through sobriety I've proven to her that I am committed to making our life better together.

I still read and use these forums everyday as my main tool...Good Luck and glad your with us!!

Hevyn

Glad to meet you Lillie! You found a great place - you're never alone. Congratulations for making this big decision - we know you can do it.

VioletStorm

Welcome Lilly! This place has been so helpful for me today. I am on my first night. I have been on and off all day reading and posting. It helps a bunch! You can do it!

AceKJD83

I'm on day 2 and I am already doing way better emotionally than on almost any other quitting time. It is so helpful to know you're not alone. I don't have anyone in real life to whom I can admit a relapse, so this forum has been a godsend.
Best of luck, and keep sharing.