Just need some positivity
Part of my recovery was learning to like who I was. Noone expects you to get that done in a few weeks
I think it's really important to try and not fall back into those old behaviours tho. It's important to strive to keep moving forward, not back...even if feels like it's only a millimetre forward, that's ok - it soon adds up
I think it's really important to try and not fall back into those old behaviours tho. It's important to strive to keep moving forward, not back...even if feels like it's only a millimetre forward, that's ok - it soon adds up
I'm glad you are posting, ST. Reaching out is a great step in the right direction. You mentioned that you see a therapist/counselor on Fridays. Call them in the morning to let them know what is going on. Please take care of yourself. This world needs you.
You need to work out a plan that you can stick to when you drink your cconsciously choosing to
Your not a looser but I see no real action from you
All i See is drinking and problems
If you want to stop then go thru WD and clear it out your system but there needs be action
All your doing is relapsing and berating yourself
Don't you want more ? Keep fighting eventually youul win
Your not a looser but I see no real action from you
All i See is drinking and problems
If you want to stop then go thru WD and clear it out your system but there needs be action
All your doing is relapsing and berating yourself
Don't you want more ? Keep fighting eventually youul win
I just feel really childish...but I have an extremely unhealthy relationship with booze and drugs...
I'll call them....
I don't even know what to so with myself when I'm sober...it's really not good...I donno what to do anymore...I'll sober up and do good for a while and cave every damn time...and each time is worse then the one prior...I'm just sick of feeling sad honestly...I'm trying to get to the bottom of it thru therapy...I don't even have anything really going on in the particular moment in time...I just think too much...thank you for listening...I hate to sound so cliche but nobody understands me
I'll call them....
I don't even know what to so with myself when I'm sober...it's really not good...I donno what to do anymore...I'll sober up and do good for a while and cave every damn time...and each time is worse then the one prior...I'm just sick of feeling sad honestly...I'm trying to get to the bottom of it thru therapy...I don't even have anything really going on in the particular moment in time...I just think too much...thank you for listening...I hate to sound so cliche but nobody understands me
It addiction and maybe you have to find out the hard way keep posting others will learn from this as I have
What u seem to forget is that we were all once you
Your not special like ur no different your in denial bigtime
Stop now and stop saying I can't I'm tired of can't if u don't want to stop that's different
Sounds like u don't want to stop
What u seem to forget is that we were all once you
Your not special like ur no different your in denial bigtime
Stop now and stop saying I can't I'm tired of can't if u don't want to stop that's different
Sounds like u don't want to stop
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Have you thought about writing out a Pros and Cons list? Pros of getting sober, pros of drinking, cons of getting sober, cons of drinking. Make a grid on your paper, a horizontal line intersecting a vertical line. That's the way I did mine. I know that sounds simple and cliche, but it's enlightening.
you need serious hardcore help no offence but iI'm speaking to the big part that does
Go to a doctor hospital say you need professional help
Its obvious your going to need help
So why havnt you done that if a big part wants to change then use all of that part to get help
I was in that hell for 3 months my life could be yours and vice versa
I knew i didnt want to live like that and I done everything I could to get help
I realise the hell your in but here I am advising a good way out of it
Go to your doctor pls post about your recovery you can do it
Go to a doctor hospital say you need professional help
Its obvious your going to need help
So why havnt you done that if a big part wants to change then use all of that part to get help
I was in that hell for 3 months my life could be yours and vice versa
I knew i didnt want to live like that and I done everything I could to get help
I realise the hell your in but here I am advising a good way out of it
Go to your doctor pls post about your recovery you can do it
Hey ST,
Welcome back. I know the feeling don't you worry, been there countless times. Things always seem much worse when you are withdrawing - add to that the guilt and shame you are probably feeling and it's no wonder you feel so down.
There are many more things you can try in your recovery though I'm sure? I didn't like AA either it wasn't for me. I'm using rational recovery now and it seems to fit with me as a person much better, have you looked into that or SMART maybe?
Take care
Welcome back. I know the feeling don't you worry, been there countless times. Things always seem much worse when you are withdrawing - add to that the guilt and shame you are probably feeling and it's no wonder you feel so down.
There are many more things you can try in your recovery though I'm sure? I didn't like AA either it wasn't for me. I'm using rational recovery now and it seems to fit with me as a person much better, have you looked into that or SMART maybe?
Take care
nobody said it would be easy! LOL
Slow it all down ST!! Rome wasn't built in a day as they say, small steps!!
When I quit drinking I still disliked myself, that's why I drank, or didn't see a problem in drinking, what was there to live for? but alcohol I came to realise wasn't going to create that life that I wanted, I didn't know what that was at the time, I needed to take a leap of faith into the unknown, but I wasn't going to find it in a bottle, surely there had to be something better than this?!!
But for the next few months, I still disliked myself, it was never going to fix itself overnight, it was going to take time, a learning curve, alongside the learning curve of living without alcohol, it was a working progress, and still is!!
Hang in there, there are people here that have fought those same battles!!
When I quit drinking I still disliked myself, that's why I drank, or didn't see a problem in drinking, what was there to live for? but alcohol I came to realise wasn't going to create that life that I wanted, I didn't know what that was at the time, I needed to take a leap of faith into the unknown, but I wasn't going to find it in a bottle, surely there had to be something better than this?!!
But for the next few months, I still disliked myself, it was never going to fix itself overnight, it was going to take time, a learning curve, alongside the learning curve of living without alcohol, it was a working progress, and still is!!
Hang in there, there are people here that have fought those same battles!!
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