Hobbers

So, after perhaps the worst day I have had in the past 2-3 years, and some of the most gut-wrenching news I have had to deal with in an age (drunk or sober), I made it through yesterday- Day 10- by the very, very SKIN of my teeth.

Last night was the toughest night yet to not drink. My AV was SCREAMING at me, yelling in my ear and my soul, and somehow, by some miracle, I didn't drink.


So, I can say- Here is to Day 11.

One more day....

ScottFromWI

Good job Hobbers. That AV is a cunning fellow, but you did the right thing. As attractive as drinking is portrayed by your AV, it's actually the absolute worst possible thing you could do. Do you have any local assistance at all?

Hobbers

No. not yet really. I learned that a very good friend (and former heavy drinking buddy) has been sober and 'in the program' for 11 months now, all clean. it was REALLY helpful texting with him throughout.

I felt like I was the only, lonely person in our friend group who was (actively) struggling.

NorMar

Hey Hobbers, I also received some news last week that hit me in the gut like a Mike Tyson blow. Hard to get out of bed in the mornings. Tough roads ahead. But I know there is NOTHING in that bottle that is going to make it better. The exact opposite actually. Good luck buddy.

Nonsensical

Congrats on 11 days!

firstymer

Nice work, Hobbers. I know that yesterday was difficult. Believe that it DOES get better. Just keep doin' what you are doin'.

PurpleKnight

Great Job Hobbers!! Keep it going!!

There's always someone here on SR too 24/7 to give you a second opinion on things when Mr AV is trying to sell you some of his ideas!!

Hobbers

Can't tell you how much this was helpful last night.