55 days of sober
55 days of sober
Hi all,
I'm nearly 2 months sober. Facing a weekend sober filled me with dread never mind getting by freaking 8!!
Life has got better. I'm happier, feel more like "me", and my world doesnt revolve around alcohol. I feel free - today at least (one day at a time)
I have a lot of sad moments, thinking of loved ones I've lost and havent mourned for properly because I drank through the sadness until it couldnt hurt. It hits me in waves now but instead of drinking over it I cry, in my thoughts I tell them I'm sorry and I miss them.
I'm learning to forgive myself, find the happiness in the little things and most importantly love myself.
If your having a bad day or struggling with anything keep going.
L x
I'm nearly 2 months sober. Facing a weekend sober filled me with dread never mind getting by freaking 8!!
Life has got better. I'm happier, feel more like "me", and my world doesnt revolve around alcohol. I feel free - today at least (one day at a time)
I have a lot of sad moments, thinking of loved ones I've lost and havent mourned for properly because I drank through the sadness until it couldnt hurt. It hits me in waves now but instead of drinking over it I cry, in my thoughts I tell them I'm sorry and I miss them.
I'm learning to forgive myself, find the happiness in the little things and most importantly love myself.
If your having a bad day or struggling with anything keep going.
L x
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I find the honesty in this post really moving and I can relate. I am about to face my first weekend sober and I don't know if I will make it. I will be retreading this post of yours to get me through. Go well...your no fool
Good luck this weekend. Please keep us updated.
L x
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