day 37
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day 37
Im starting to have that little voice in my head that says "one drink won't hurt, u can have one drink u went without for this long u can handle it" but i know its lying to me....... but i have been entertaining the thought.. then last night i found a can of beer in my drawer.... i put the beer in there when i first started detoxing 37 days ago just incase i started to have bad withdrawals (its a beer i hate by the way).... but i didn't have bad withdrawals to extreme so it never got drunk... but i can't seem to throw it out, so its just sitting here on my dresser staring at me...
I had to keep reminding myself, why would that 1st drink be any different from the last time? what has changed in me? how could a period of abstinence, whether it's weeks, months or even years heal, cure or fix me?
When I boil it all down, my lack of control over alcohol will always be the same, and so that door needs to remain firmly shut!!
You can do this tonib!!
When I boil it all down, my lack of control over alcohol will always be the same, and so that door needs to remain firmly shut!!
You can do this tonib!!
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