My pity party... tonight ony
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My pity party... tonight ony
welp.... I just lost my career. I have no one to blame but myself. It wasn't due to intoxication but trust. I learned a sad but valuable lesson tonight but it cost me the best career ever.
Damn im stupid.... I honestly will never trust anyone outside my immediate family again... sad I really wanted to.....
So I drank a bit tonight.... i'll try again tomorrow... and try and learn to move one... im really hurt and bummed... jeezes....
Damn im stupid.... I honestly will never trust anyone outside my immediate family again... sad I really wanted to.....
So I drank a bit tonight.... i'll try again tomorrow... and try and learn to move one... im really hurt and bummed... jeezes....
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I;m sorry for whatever happened - but drinking really won't make it better or make you feel better tomorrow 
why not cut your losses - dump the rest, drink some water and go to bed and get a good nights sleep?
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why not cut your losses - dump the rest, drink some water and go to bed and get a good nights sleep?
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[QUOTE=Purpleknight;4842796]Sorry to hear that TnTPoP!! What happened? 
I asked a question as a high ranking officer to another based on hearsay... that person who i loved and trusted with my life decided to use it to advance their career... im not blaming them... it was my fault for even saying anything... just very very blown away at the moment thinking of my kids.... and what the hell will i do now...
I asked a question as a high ranking officer to another based on hearsay... that person who i loved and trusted with my life decided to use it to advance their career... im not blaming them... it was my fault for even saying anything... just very very blown away at the moment thinking of my kids.... and what the hell will i do now...
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Fear not friend, you realized you drank, you came to this site, you want help presumably, I admire thee. Relapse isn't the end relapse is the beggining the beginning of what can and will become of you, a sober proud person, don't fret, acknowledge what you have done and move on.
Tonight doesn't have to be sad, let tonight be happy, you can get sober, you will get sober, you are full of promise and are seeking help. What more can you do, move on and up friend. This is your opportunity to change today seize the day, and go forward.
Tonight doesn't have to be sad, let tonight be happy, you can get sober, you will get sober, you are full of promise and are seeking help. What more can you do, move on and up friend. This is your opportunity to change today seize the day, and go forward.
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You're still employed though, right? office politics really grinds my gears, but it happens!!
Alcohol though isn't going to fix things, you will have a hangover in the morning, which will feel even worse, as Dee mentioned dump everything, maybe sleep on it and take things from there!!
Alcohol though isn't going to fix things, you will have a hangover in the morning, which will feel even worse, as Dee mentioned dump everything, maybe sleep on it and take things from there!!
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Originally Posted by Purpleknight 
You're still employed though, right? office politics really grinds my gears, but it happens!!
No CEO let me go... rightfully so..I got caught up in an emotional conversation and simply didn't see where it was going.... i spoke out of turn even though there is plenty of evidence for what I asked... it was just something you dont mention at my level.... I screwed up. I said it sober, i said it stupid. No one but me... im unbelievably hurt that someone I realy cared about went directly to the boss.... but again... im the one who spoke even when baited....
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