Class of August 2014
Hey guys, i fell off the wagon pretty hard last night. I thought i could handle a couple beers with dinner. That turned into me buying a fifth of captain morgan and finishing it by myself. Sent some pretty embarrasing texts to family and friends, and made a fool of myself infront of the neighbors.
So this makes it 3 months in a row i failed
So this makes it 3 months in a row i failed
Working on day four. Nice to get a little bit better sleep last night. Don't feel great, but slowly improving
Sorry about your slip raidersfan. Start fresh again, you (we) can all do this. Wishing everyone a happy sober day.
Sorry about your slip raidersfan. Start fresh again, you (we) can all do this. Wishing everyone a happy sober day.
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Join Date: Aug 2014
Location: Wisconsin
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Heading out to the air show today - an event where I've always had a drink in hand. So today will be a bit of a test for me. Feeling quite confident but absolutely on guard too. Let's all enjoy this day sober, wake up tomorrow happy and hangover-free and deal with the rest of tomorrow when it comes!
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Join Date: Apr 2014
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Hi all. Day 10. I'm wanting beer this afternoon, this is the stones craving since day 2 or so. I just made a big salado I'm hoping I'm just mostly hungry. I don't want to go through the last week over again. So I'm going to be strong this afternoon. I'll get some ice cream here in a bit too.
Hey all
Day 8 almost done. I had a decent weekend, lots of triggers with visiting family and train travel but beat them all.
I am preparing myself for big mental work this coming week. I am at work with the physical withdrawal behind me so I just know the AV will be at work. I plan to stay strong with AA meetings each evening and SR help.
For now, I am grateful to be relaxing at home with the wind and rain blowing around outside with a nice British cup of tea !
Hope everyone else had a good weekend
Day 8 almost done. I had a decent weekend, lots of triggers with visiting family and train travel but beat them all.
I am preparing myself for big mental work this coming week. I am at work with the physical withdrawal behind me so I just know the AV will be at work. I plan to stay strong with AA meetings each evening and SR help.
For now, I am grateful to be relaxing at home with the wind and rain blowing around outside with a nice British cup of tea !
Hope everyone else had a good weekend
Well that's it I made it through my 1st weekend sober without to much drama, however it's next weekend I'm worried about a big day out with friends, still not 100% sure I will be able to resit drinking just for the sake of not having to explain to people why I'm not??
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Join Date: Aug 2014
Location: sydney, nsw
Posts: 56
Hey Guys
Day 11 starting here in Australia.
I'm doing ok, not going to drink just a bit flat. Pretty pissed off with it all. I've always been angry with myself for drinking, now I'm angry that I can't and others can. I feel like a toddler stamping her feet and saying its not fair. All the adds on telly showing people enjoying a few social drinks are irking the sh*t out of me.
Oh well
Day 11 starting here in Australia.
I'm doing ok, not going to drink just a bit flat. Pretty pissed off with it all. I've always been angry with myself for drinking, now I'm angry that I can't and others can. I feel like a toddler stamping her feet and saying its not fair. All the adds on telly showing people enjoying a few social drinks are irking the sh*t out of me.
Oh well
starting day 6. will be traveling all day. being home tonight will be a challenge not to relax and drink after this trip. praying for strength to resist. does anyone know how the headaches last? its been non-stop for a couple of days now
I had a few major chances to drink this weekend and I fought the cravings and came out on top thank God !!!!
Feeling good on day 7 !! I know there wll be tough days ahead and some good ones too. Having someone there for support is so key !!!! Thank God I have you guys/gals. I also have a friend who is 3 years sober and I check in with him. Helps a LOT !!
So proud to be here with you all on the right road !!
Love and hugs always,
Chris
Wow. Lots to read after a weekend away. Great job to everyone who stayed sober and to those who didn't, Today is another day for a new beginning.
I had a few slight cravings but overall I feel so strong. I feel like a switch flipped in my brain and I will never allow alcohol to rob be again. There is such satisfaction in waking without a hangover, remembering my conversations from last night and feeling proud rather than ashamed. I love remembering my dreams!! Just a great reminder that my brain is healing.
Love and strength to everyone!!
I had a few slight cravings but overall I feel so strong. I feel like a switch flipped in my brain and I will never allow alcohol to rob be again. There is such satisfaction in waking without a hangover, remembering my conversations from last night and feeling proud rather than ashamed. I love remembering my dreams!! Just a great reminder that my brain is healing.
Love and strength to everyone!!
Hey all. Day 5 here. Yesterday was rough. Having family issues, relationship problems, $ problems. Life . Use to just try to drink them away. Having a hard time coping with them like a normal person does. Its going to require some new skills, to say the least.
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