firstymer

Alphabet, please post often and let us know how you are doing. Be strong. You can DO this.

ccam1973

Alphabet, stay strong and come back to SR as often as you can. This site has helped me when nothing else seemed to work.

This battle is far from easy, but every ounce of painful effort you put into your sobriety, i guarantee you get back with huge dividends.

You can do this. Latch on to the support offered here, you are not alone by any stretch of the imagination.

Build your own strength, you can do this...

Alphabet

All I do is hurt people.

I'm a hateful person, Nd I really don't think I can get better.

PurpleKnight

Hey Alphabet, everyone has it within themselves to get better, there is always hope that we can turn things around!!

Dee74

Pure addictive voice there

the other, unspoken, part of that sentence is 'so why try?' ...and thats exactly what your inner addict wants.

You are far more than your addiction Alphabet.
Time to remind yourself of that

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Alphabet

Hi guys,

I'm in the ER and they're finding me a bed in a detox center. I probably won't have access to my phone, but wanted to give you all a heads up.

Hevyn

I'm so glad you posted Alphabet - you will be in our thoughts. I'm very happy you're getting this much needed help. Please let us know how you are as soon as you can.

Waterfalls2014

Hi Alphabet, glad to hear you're getting treatment. We will be here. Hang in there, I'm rooting for you!

Dee74

Wishing you the best Alphabet
Update us when you can

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Alphabet

I'm so happy to be doing this. It's time to end this nightmare. I'm not afraid anymore. I'm ready.

Thank you all for everything, I'll keep updating. I'm in the hospital until the morning while I wait for a bed to open up.

Hawkeye13

I am wishing you well Alphabet

Alphabet

Still in the hospital waiting for a bed to open up. It's the weekend, so it's hard to get placed. Dying of boredom hahaha!