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today is the day before my 18 months. im feeling okay. last night i was out and when i got home at 10 my dad says my boss called and wants me in the office at 8 am or earlier because there's an audit ... ... ... i have an audition with a band this evening and i had planned on practicing all day and now im freaking out because its my responsibility to keep the paperwork in order. my future hangs in the balance as we speak. i do my part with the paperwork, but the therapists ... they live in some other world where paper is insignificant.

so ... please pray for me. i am very stressed out. its a probation audit and its a big deal. the other office i work at passed with flying colors. so, its cool beans. and im really stressed about my audition. ive been practicing like a mad woman this whole week.

what im trying to say is ... my 18 months will come in with a bang. it will either be a good bang or a terrible bang. so please pray! ill either be unemployed and bandless ... or i will be employed and officially rocking. either way im getting two more piercings, a new pair of converse hi tops, and im taking a weekend off to go on a vacation where there is no such thing as filing/copying/audits/probation ...

Dan

Hope you pass the audition

In memory of miracle

Trish xxx

Bonni

(((((Dot)))))
Hang in there little sister, I'm rooten' for you that everything will be ok. And I'm sending some positive prayersyour way. Love you, Bonni

Anna

You'll rock Dottie, especially in your Converse hi-tops!

Love, Anna

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((((dan, trish, bon, anna))))

thank you very much for the encouragement and prayers! im currently holed up in my office waiting for the results ... i know that we half passed, but i dont like the wait ...

thanks again! it means a lot to me.

Gooch

you got the right stuff to get through whatever comes your way. good luck with the band audition.

Magichappens

Dot,
You will do great. I'm sure of it. Prayers, Magic

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((((gooch, magic))))

thank you for your support! i am still employed ... *big sigh of relief* ... now i must get back to practicing, im so excited about tonight (and i have butterflies in my stomach but its okay)!! maybe i'll become famous and get to move out of this city (hey, i can dream can't i?)!

hugs,

dot

Rowan

WTG dotcom! You're officially over one hurdle - play from the heart tonight
and congratulations on 18 months of sobriety ! Keep coming back !
Love, Rowan
p.s. let me know what you get pierced; I only have my nose done so far
and need ideas

Bonni

YAY! Good for you little sister, I knew everything would be ok. Now I wish you luck on your audition tonite. Go out there and go get em!! And you better believe you can dream! You can have anything you want, if you just set your mind to it, because your cool and you rock!
AND CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR 18 MONTHS!! Thats Fabulous!!! Love you, Bonni ((Big Hugs))

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((((rowan, bonni))))

thank you both very much! i love the drums, and i really think tonight i will actually be able to play from the heart. im thinking of getting 2 more holes in my ears. no cartlidge though, the last cartlidge piercing i got hurt very bad! your nose ring sounds rockin, rowan! bonni, thank you for the cute bunny! i love rabbits, they rock! im gonna get back to rocking, and im gonna rock their worlds!

hugs,

dot

ted

ROCKIN ROCKSTER GO OUT THERE AND MAKE KEITH MOON ROLL OVER.
I'M GONNA NEED YOUR CD WHEN IT'S OUT,PREFERABLY AN AUTOGRAPHED ONE. GO GET'M JESS.



YOU ROCK SISTER
.......LOVE YA,ted

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((((((((((ted))))))))))

thank you ted! you so rock! GOOD NEWS! i made the band and spent the evening laughing with them and drinking perrier aka french water. i am so stoked!!! and ted, if i ever have a cd, you'll be the first to get one!

hugs and prayers,

dot

BLUESMAN52

(((Dot)))

Real proud of your 18 months.
Rock on with the audition! You'll be fine.
Good to hear you are working. I am still trying to get to that plateau.

kckman

dotcom, congradualtions it is all good. now you can let many of your worries go for awhile. enjoy your successes.

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((((joe, kckman))))

thanks guys! i am very happy today ... i am employed and im in a band! how are you doing joe? kck, i like what you said "enjoy your successes" ... i think i will!

hugs,

dot

Little Missy

(((Dot))) You are doing great!! I'm so happy to see you! Congrats on all of your sober days! Keep it up girl!! Rock on!!

Missy

Gooch

make sure to let us know when the band gets mp3's on it's website!

MootPoint

Dot, you know whatever happens, you're going to rock on!