Windancer

Im very proud of myself...I felt like ME today! Ive been busy all day, rode lots of horses, gave 3 riding lessons, did some self care, didn't miss alcohol in the evening, and was emotionally stable. The horses are so therapeutic for me, but for so long now ive been so drunk, hungover and depressed ive done the minimum with them, and they miss me. Getting back into my job as a professional trainer makes me feel happy too.....though im getting back at it slowly, and not taking any horses with serious behaviour issues at the moment (that is what i specialize in).

Usually day 3 is a bad one for me. I also had half the amount of benzodiazepines that I have had in the past two days. I will NOT stay on those long term. I REFUSE to replace one problem for another.

On a side note, things with the bf are settling and getting back to normal. More harmony in the home....finally

I know I still have a long way to go but Im on my way!

Dee74

I'm really glad you felt better today windancer

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Windancer

I still need to do more journaling, meditating and exercising though. Routine, balance, structure....but keep it simple.

Nuudawn

In the mood for a little good news. So glad to read your upbeat post today Windancer!

Windancer

Thanks so much for your ongoing support Nuudawn and Dee.

PurpleKnight

Great stuff!! Keep pushing through!!

ShenzyT

Brilliant xxx
I'm on day 3 also .....
Hang in there
xxxx

Windancer

You too Shenzy!!!!

Hawkeye13

Glad things are looking up

One sober productive day after another adds up to happy life.

Well done Windancer--I'm glad Greg is happier also.

Have a terrific day today

Needinghelp82

Well done on a good day, three days is a great start

rlxsn

AWESOME work!!! Hope you have an amazing Tuesday!

Windancer

So far my Tuesday is going grand! Didn't get much sleep, but that's ok. I could have a power nap a bit later

ANewDayNYC

Great news Windancer --- keep up the great work!

Angel1555

windancer, congratulations on your success and so glad that you are feeling good!

ccam1973

Great job Windancer! Day 3 was always hard on me too. Keep up the good Sober work!

Mabel4

I liked your post too Windancer. So nice to read something positive. Way to go!

Jupiters

nice to hear you are in better spirits today windancer!

Fly N Buy

You can do this Windancer!!! Prayers for you today!!

RolyPoly

It will get better and better every single day. Animals are terrific therapy.