Ren1love

My anxiety was so high today, i was on edge, shaky and nervous all day. I have no idea why, didn't have the thought to go to the store and by wine. Even better we have wine at my house and i wasn't even tempted to drink it. I started a new job in an office and I'm having quite a hard time shining there. Ive been in the restaurant business for some time and I KNOW i am good at serving. But at this job, I'm just average. I'm used to shining and taking pride in how good i am at my job. Gahhhh Im just venting today. Today was ok. Tomorrow will be a better one. I just need to feel inspired by something great. Thanks for listening guys!

ScottFromWI

Great job on ten days, you are getting out of the acute withdrawals now and feeling all the things we surprised or avoided....but sounds like you are adjusting well!

Coldfusion

Give yourself credit--an average performance is great for a newcomer at a job. You'll be shining again soon!

And give yourself time--ten days is fantastic, you're "home free;" but you have a lot of physical, mental, and spiritual recovery ahead of you.

PurpleKnight

10 Days is fantastic!! Keep it going!!