mje124

Day 1 tomorrow

No alcohol in the house

what can I say only heartfelt thanks to you who wished me the best and then ****** it up for the 799th time


there's no bender just a realisation that I can't carry on like this

Dee Anna Scott Raider thanks and am sorry this time tomorrow I will be on day 2


might kind of need you in between like...................

PurpleKnight

Hey Mike, go at it again, never stop trying, you'll get there!!

HeadLump

Keep trying, Mike. Keep coming back. What can you do to make it work this time? And what can we do to help?

mje124

thanks both

Once I start eating again will be ok

got my vitamins etc and am going to my first AA meeting sunday .............something has to change .........me? yeah probably but good xxxxxxxxxxxx

ScottFromWI

Fall down 800 times, get up 801. Trying AA out sounds like a great idea if you never have before. The worst case scenario is you spend an hour with some folks that have the same problem you do and are trying to figure it out. As you say, things won't change until you take action.

Raider

Wow. Thanks for the mention. No need to be sorry. Just get up and do it again. That's what we do Sweetie! I'm here.

hayley86

Hi Mike, glad you're here, trying again. Going to an AA meeting sounds like a great idea. Best wishes.

gardendiva

What do you think is causing your failures?

mje124

18 hours in shaky tired etc etc

taking vitamins

wish I could eat

getting through ...........somehow


thanks guys


Mike

Tempe

I'm right there with you on day 2, Mike - you can do it, and so can I. Hang in there!

mje124

thanks all

coming up to 24 hours now so day 1 done and I mean done ................forever


shaky / anxious


Got a couple of sleepers for tonight in the vain hope I can sleep and also so my poor husband isn't awake all night with me reading / sweating / tossing and turning etc etc


forcing myself to eat soonish but have managed banana / toast and a flake
today which is more than the last 7 days


hope you all ok

Mike

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ScottFromWI

Hope you start feeling better soon Mike, don't forget lots of water/fluids. I know it's difficult to concentrate on anything at this point, but have you thought about what you might do differetnly to make sure this doesn't happen again? I said I was done many, many times -but when the withdrawals wore off always went right back to drinking until I made a concrete plan to quit.