lunar

A little over three weeks.
As per earlier post, experiencing various feelings. Some are confusing and emotional.
I've left my single-level pseudo-world.
At times, something seems "missing".
Get away from me AV.
I feel alive today.
Hope everyone's doing well.
Thanks everyone and SR for being here.

PurpleKnight

Give it time, the body needs to heal emotionally, physically, mentally and almost spiritually too!!

Hang in there and great job on 3 weeks!!

Jupiters

I honestly thank god I have a job to keep my friggin scattered brain focussed. 31 days and I hear ya, my emotions/feelings/thoughts are pretty intense at times.
Considering all the crap I have looming ahead of me, I guess it's to be expected....but yah...

feels good though to face them sober eh?

hope you have a great day lunar! congrats!!

jessie65

Congratulations on 3+ weeks, that's great! I will be at 3 weeks on Monday.

I know what you mean about mixed emotions, me too, and something just seems missing at times. I sure do have a lot more time on my hands too.
I guess I spent more time than I thought just drinking.

I have found that sticking to a daily routine right now helps a lot. I make sure I get in my exercise (whether I want to or not, lol), if I keep busy it keeps the AV away for the most part. When it gets too loud I cut the day short by going to bed early, that helps too.

Glad you are feeling good.

LBrain

lunar, great to hear you still going strong at three weeks. these emotions and feelings of (?) will be around for a while. eventually they will subside. as you get your mind more on recovery than worrying about how to avoid the poison things will become clearer.
hang in there.

Verte

Lunar...you are not alone in this Ooooh, I hear ya with that brain spasm thing.

I've been riding through it just as you have. Rolling with the punches as well as the good stuff.

We do get thought it though. Today is a new day and tomorrow is another one as well.

Keep hanging in there. You are doing a fabulous job. Hugs to you.

SoberLeigh

Lunar, congratulations on three months; you are doing great.

Hang in there; your emotions will even out; things will get better, I promise.