Never thought I'd make day 22! I know some people think it's "cheating" to rely on the antabuse, and maybe it is a crutch of sorts but if that is what it takes to get me to day 22 and beyond I'll take it. I can't say I haven't missed drinking my wine, I really craved it yesterday when I finished a big project that I had been putting off for months. Normally I would sit on my porch swing in the beautiful weather, read my book, and have a couple of glasses of wine (which probably would lead to more but at first it would be lovely), but since that was out of the question, I didn't dwell on it. My daughter told me yesterday that she was proud of me for making the decision to take the antabuse. Not a miracle cure by any means, but takes the whole matter of "choice" out of the equation.