Amester

Well at least I made it most of the night, I have to confess that I gave into using the pills a little while ago but no alcohol at least. No one's home yet, I may be asleep before they get back so will have to deal with the issue tomorrow. I have no control over the booze being around, it's my parents' house and they have every right to keep alcohol in their home if they so choose. They don't understand that it's a temptation for me becuz it hasn't been my drug of choice since my early 20s. And my dad is a "functional" alcoholic so there's always gonna be alcohol around, guess I just have to be ok with that until I can move out.