Day 15
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Join Date: May 2014
Location: Scotland
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Day 15
Hi guys,
Managed to make it to day 15. I wish I could say that my feelings/mood have lightened but eh.....they've not. I feel like such an angry wee woman! My poor (and extremely supportive) boyfriend is at a loss. I'm insecure, jealous and acting like an insane woman! My thoughts begin off innocent enough but my mind takes them to a place that I cant seem to get away from.
On a plus (shock, horror - positive moi!) even feeling as bad as I do drink has not been my focus to solving it. I think hating myself for so many years has been so well hidden behind my facade of being outgoing, happy and loud. I just hope and pray that this version of me gets lost and the better me finds her way back.
Its so nice to be able to vent to other people that may know how I feel.
One day at a time.
L x
Managed to make it to day 15. I wish I could say that my feelings/mood have lightened but eh.....they've not. I feel like such an angry wee woman! My poor (and extremely supportive) boyfriend is at a loss. I'm insecure, jealous and acting like an insane woman! My thoughts begin off innocent enough but my mind takes them to a place that I cant seem to get away from.
On a plus (shock, horror - positive moi!) even feeling as bad as I do drink has not been my focus to solving it. I think hating myself for so many years has been so well hidden behind my facade of being outgoing, happy and loud. I just hope and pray that this version of me gets lost and the better me finds her way back.
Its so nice to be able to vent to other people that may know how I feel.
One day at a time.
L x
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Join Date: Sep 2012
Location: Ireland
Posts: 25,826
Hey Leigh, 15 Days is fantastic!! 
But it's still early days, the body needs time to adjust physically, emotionally and mentally from the period spent pouring a poison into it, that will take time and improve with each passing day.
Keep pushing through and the benefits will eventually come!!
But it's still early days, the body needs time to adjust physically, emotionally and mentally from the period spent pouring a poison into it, that will take time and improve with each passing day.
Keep pushing through and the benefits will eventually come!!
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