I think it's important to make the distinction that antabuse is currently keeping you sober, but I'm not sure it's really helping your recovery any.
I don't mean that in a bad way - I simply mean recovery, to me, is more than just not drinking
What kind of life do you want?
what do you want to do?
what kind of person do you want to be?
what makes you happy and content?
finding the answers to those questions sober is really what recovery is all about IMO