Two days off each week to start.
Instead of Anthropoloigical carbon dating, Rock and Roll dating--
I'm only kidding myself if I think for one second I could drink on occasion, I realise it would only end on a downward spiral to where I was before, like Dee said it becomes an existence when it gets out of control and latterly I was spending my days worrying if I had enough beer in my fridge or if I have enough money to drop by the store on the way home, it us not a nice feeling to be at the mercy of something you cannot control which means I had two options only, keep drinking or stop drinking, there is no middle ground for me personally.
I found it much easier to live sober at about three months. That was also the time in my sobriety that I started practicing gratitude regularly. That made a lot of difference. Just counting my blessings took away any desire to drink, as it brought home the notion of how much I would lose if I drank again.
Try gratitude. It makes me feel good to be grateful.
Try gratitude. It makes me feel good to be grateful.
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