Recovery
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Recovery
Got up at 5:30 am & did my morning meditation & talked to my higher power... I am not into the God thing... Went to 7:00 am meeting... For me it does not matter if you have 1 day or 50 years of Clean time or Sobriety there are still a lot of sick people in the fellowships looking at other peoples character defects & taking other peoples inventory instead of looking at themselves... I have to remind myself that I am in these rooms to save my ass from the insanity of my disease & not let the dysfunction or religious crap people try to shove down my throat drive me even more insane... Just for today I will let go & let a higher power of my choosing relieve me of the obsession of being angry & judgmental... I will truly enjoy the rest of my day being by myself doing whatever I want without alcohol or drugs...
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