Binnybee

I was here a couple of years ago and here I am again. I have stopped drinking a few times and I'm hoping this time sticks. My GI Doc said my esophagus is severely ulcerated and no doubt from drinking a half a 26oz bottle or more of straight vodka everyday for years. I'm going through the blues and anxiety and the incessant thoughts if drinking. I'm craving sugar, coffee, junk food and if course vodka. I never eat sweets. Ever. Feels weird. My husband although he says he will understand my moods, is constantly being hurt and taking everything personally. Now I have to comfort me and him. It's sooooo hard :-(

curliQ

Hi Binny! If I'm reading this right, good going on 3.5 weeks! I say go with the cravings for now. Booze has so much sugar. Let your body heal. As for your husband, that can be very complicated. Please try not to take it out on him but also please, do not allow his reaction to colour your recovery.

anykey

I enjoy 2 cups of mocha coffee a day. I would rather have a quality then quanity.