Hooped

but.....well...you know

soberclover

Sounds like you do know what to do Hooped; you got yourself a dr. appt. Life will get better. Stay strong.

Hooped

each time i go back to it its like a major takeup on my last

Hooped

f%uck i hate this

Hooped

6 in the morning here,,,,im still drunk from last night...and imediatley pounding them down again

Hooped

i look in the mirror and dont even recognize myself

soberclover

I'm not sure of the system there but here in Vermont in my area we have a social detox...it's a place people can go to get help before they get in to treatment. Do you have any place you could go today? A recovery center? A daystation? A hotline you could call? Someplace where there is someone you could talk to?

Hooped

im in a tiny village in british columbia up in canada

Hooped

i have numbers to call but am rather befuddled

Hooped

ive looked into detox and whatnot but the last one i called wanted 10 thousand bucks

Hooped

10 grand?......damn i could buy a nice mustang for that

SoberLeigh

If you have the ten grand, Hooped, it sounds like money really well spent and invested in YOU; never mind the boat or the mustang; you are more important than either of those things or any "things" for that matter. Can you get to an ER? Call a friend or a taxi to take you; sometimes an ER can put the wheels for detox into motion rather quickly.

GotGrace

Hooped, the Mustang won't do you one bit of good if you are drunk or dead. Sorry to be blunt, but there it is. $10,000 for your life seems like a bargain.

Hooped

no probs still alive....surval mode

Hooped

day one.....shaky but happy to be back :-)

ScottFromWI

edit...missed your last post.

So is your appointment with the DR today?

Hooped

i just poured 11 bush beers down the drain

Hooped

not sure? nope

Hooped

doctor is tomorrow....apparently my liver is on life support

Hooped

11 beers down the drain....wow....wasted taxes lol