Upward2Enlightenment

Well I guess I will explain my situation. I injured my back a long time ago. wound up on percocet for the pain. All was fine for years then slowly started getting worse. Slowly buying off the street and kept getting worse. This past 6 months to a year it just spiraled out of control. I ended up spending hundreds of dollars a day on oxy. My wife finally saw how much I was spending and exploded. Threw me out, now she won't talk to me along with our 3 daughters and her entire family. I guess I can't blame them, there were so many reasons I could try and blame the use on but in the end I know it was all my fault. I chose to abuse. What makes it hurt worse is her family I felt like they were also my family, not in-laws. Hopefully I can earn their trust back someday but right now I have to go one day at a time.

least

You've come to a good place for support. Best thing I can suggest is to work hard on your recovery. Words mean very little, it's actions that talk the loudest. I hope our support can help you stay clean.

Dee74

Welcome ScrewdUpInDe

I know you'll find support here - I'd focus on yourself for now - get clean and stay that way and then you can start to try and rebuild fences

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Upward2Enlightenment

Thank you, I have been clean for 9 days now and don't ever want to go back to those pills. It is finally truely sinking in that I need to do this for myself.

Anna

You can turn things around and change your life.

Show your wife and children through your actions, that you are changing.

Upward2Enlightenment

Thanks Anna, that's my plan. I am afraid it's too late for my wife but only time will tell. Got to do this for me and let God put his plan into effect.