Dee74

You're absolutely right Aiko....but there's a sensible Aiko in there too - one who's fighting back

Don't think of this as a loss - think of this as getting your life *back*...
it's the first step to being exactly who you want to be.

D

Aiko

I lost it completely now...
I could not cope and got stronger benzo...
I do not know how I am going to make it"""
I am completely f¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨

I hope someone can help me on friday, no one can stay with me this weekend.
I am going to have to look me up in a cage and through the key in the sea...

I got the week of work next week, sod the work and clients,....
I can not keep working half gone"

Will let you know If I am capable to stop"""

Big Hug,
the Idiot""

Aiko

I manage to speak on phone to NA.
I am not very happy the city it is... cos I do not want to be close to my city!
And I really do not want to bump into people I knwon"""""""""""""""
Specially my druggy uncle... I die if he is there, my family split up"

So I am going tomorrow... lets see...
They told me to be awake hahaha....
and they have a doctor and a shrink to slow down properly drugs...

Big Kiss to you all will let you know how I get on

SoberLeigh

Yes, please let us know. Rooting for you. Hugs.

wackybunny

Hi Aiko. I remember when you posted on my thread. You made me laugh when you described the feeling after quitting weed as REALLY WEIRD. I was impressed because you had gotten through it. It did feel really weird for me but now it feels normal. I'm sure it's different quitting pills but you already quit alcohol and weed and I'm sure you can do this too! You seem like a strong person. I've heard it said on here that surviving as an addict is harder than surviving withdrawal, it's just a different kind of hard and it comes all at once instead of every day, every year. I wish you luck for your meetings and send my best wishes for your recovery.

dSober

Wassup Aiko? We miss you.