Welcome louie, my name is mike. I'm sorry to hear what has happened to you and I can understand your fear. what happened last night, was last night. You will have to deal with the consequences one way or another, just be happy that it sounds like no one got hurt. The important thing is that you have reached out here and what you plan on doing about today. I know for me booze and drugs wrecked a lot more than just my car. It wrecked and took my family, all of my possesions, almost my life on more than a few occations, and my soul. Today I have found a new way to live and you can too. Stick around, read some and listen to what others have to say, You just might find you have some things in common with us.
We are not human beings having a spiritual experience. We are spiritual beings having a human experience.
-Teilhard de Chardin