badatbooze

I have only been drunk once in the last two months but I'm not counting it. I woke up on the floor. That was thirty days ago. It only made me tougher. I have gotten organized, starting to feel like my business is getting on the right track, feel that my kids have more respect for me...I have more respect for myself. I am on the ball! I don't feel like eating is just something that I have to do. Sleeping good and popping out of bed in the morning happy. One of the best parts is the anxiety issues I was having..I am no longer afraid to drive long distances alone or even wait in line at the post office. Things were getting very scary and bad for me and there is no way I'm going back to the hell on earth of a life. I partied and just plain drank for three quarters of my life and nothing good ever came of it. I like myself this way. Thanks for being here sr

Coldfusion

Two months is awesome!

Thanks for posting!

savarna

Hi yes I drank from 12 till 30 when I decided to change it it's been hard but not as hard as waking up hating myself , I've relapsed a couple of times in that three yrs but I actually like myself today

savarna

Your doing great keep it up

MariahGayle

Encouraging post B@B - Your doing great!!

badatbooze

It's still a rollercoaster ride. Yesterday super positive and today I told myself I wanted to get drunk..not see if I could drink just one..drunk! But then I realized tomorrow would be horrible and the thought passed. not worth it anymore....and I like having money in my wallet. Ha!

ReadyAtLast

Congrats on your 30 days sober. Well done for not drinking last night. I've learned that there will be times when we feel like we want to drink-it's learning how to deal with them that matters. I used urge surfing a lot in the early weeks which helped immensely.