Revelation and fresh start
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Revelation and fresh start
Every day I have said that today will be my fresh start and I won't drink. Every day though I have failed. I truly couldn't figure out what I was trying to "kill" with alcohol until last night. I knew something was in the back of my mind holding me back.
I have a family reunion in 2 weeks that I absolutely dread. Only because of one person who will be there. This person makes me extremely uncomfortable to be around.
I'm thankful for the mini melt down I had last night. (Cried all alone with no one to talk to...of course I had my pint to "soothe" me.) I now see one major emotional thing that I need to work through as I kick this.
I know if I can make it through day one, day two will be so much easier. I'm going to do it today and come back tonight posting how I made it through day one. I'm also going to constantly remind myself of how much happier I was and good I felt those 65+ days I was sober.
I have a family reunion in 2 weeks that I absolutely dread. Only because of one person who will be there. This person makes me extremely uncomfortable to be around.
I'm thankful for the mini melt down I had last night. (Cried all alone with no one to talk to...of course I had my pint to "soothe" me.) I now see one major emotional thing that I need to work through as I kick this.
I know if I can make it through day one, day two will be so much easier. I'm going to do it today and come back tonight posting how I made it through day one. I'm also going to constantly remind myself of how much happier I was and good I felt those 65+ days I was sober.
Nice to see you posting again Sinderos! I hope that you can find the motivation to try to stop drinking again. Sobriety has brought me a level of peace that I couldn't find with anything when I was still drinking.
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