toddle118

toddle very bad, very sick, dee gone to beddy bies, is there anyone out there

Jeni26

Hey what's up?

toddle118

hi jeni, a conundrom of things, feel out of control, bf split up with me, so i drank and drank, then took lots of pills, all sort of things, dee concerned, lots of ppl but i only really post on march 2014, thank you for anwering, only one who did!

Dee74

I'm still around

You said you didn't need a Dr before - are things worse now?
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Jeni26

You have drunk and taken pills?? Then I don't think you are thinking straight...you need to go and get some medical advice. Right now Toddie. I see you're in London..is anyone with you? Can you call someone...family or friend to go with you?

toddle118

yes, bit worse now, but unless i get aeroplane to oz i will have to ride it through, bf blanking me, am angry, but bad things ensue if i drink, have a foul temper, hmmpf, so pissed off

Jeni26

I'm not sure what the reference to Oz meant Toddie...I'm sorry I don't know your background. It's 9 am now in England..you can call a Doc if you need to?

toddle118

no jenie, no i dont do that, but i have to bury my neigbours rat (yes i know) so have to be brave, no, i dont want anyone to know, just my cybber family here, where i cant get hit or shouted at!

toddle118

dee lives in ozz x

Jeni26

We can give you lots of support Toddie, but if you've taken pills on top of drink, then it's real life support you need. Are you still drinking?

SR is a wonderful place..but we are not Doctors..we only know your medical condition from what you share...and there's a lot worse that can happen from taking a mix like that than being hit or shouted at.

I'm sorry I don't know your background. I don't think I'm being much help at all here. Just think about calling someone to be with you ok? We care x

Jeni26

Oh right...

toddle118

no jeni i will be ok, well not really but toddle can toddle off, yes.

Lenina

(((((toddle)))) I'm worried for you. Pills and alcohol do not mix. Please call someone who can check on you in real life. are you in England? Can you call the A & C? Maybe your doctor who prescribed the pills? Let him/her know you've made a mistake and have drank alcohol, please?

we will be here but we can't help so much if you pass out.

Love from Lenina

KateL

Take care of yourself toddle xxxx

EndGameNYC

I don't know whether or not you've always done this, but either way, and with everything else that's going on in your life, I'm concerned about you referring to yourself in the third person. It's as though what's happening to you really isn't happening to you, but to a third party who isn't you.

It's a kind of dissociation that may or may not suggest a serious issue that you feel you're not up to engaging.

Please see your doctor.

Anna

How are you doing now, Toddle?

toddle118

thank you for kind words, am ok, well, alive! yes Endgame i do feel detatched when I drink, and it is almost like being someone else, because I dont like who I am, interesting you noted it, I hadnt thought of it x

Pipefish

Glad you are here Toddle. Take good care of yourself today.

diffingo911

Hi, toddle - If there's someone in Your life who LIKES You, even when You're NOT Drinking, could You be comfortable with asking them Why? Maybe it might help. I'm CERTAIN You are a Likeable, as well as a Loveable Person...

toddle118

diffingo, i am a kind person, i have nursed ppl with drink problems, but it didnt help me, i still drank. And Ive seen it, ppl die in front of me, giving cpr, did the lot...but I drank because I thought i was worthless, but thank you for taking the time to post, very kind ppl on this site x