Truth and honesty
 

I've been thinking a lot about the difference between truth and honesty the last few days.

It's true that I have never been arrested while drunk, but honestly - that's down to dumb luck more than anything.

It's true no one has never broken up with me over drinking, but honestly I have been single for a long time and my drunkenness is probably a huge factor in that.

It's true that I have never had an STD or unwanted pregnance, but honestly I've made poor decisions in terms of sex and I could have.

It's true that I have never been fired, but honestly it probably wasn't too far off when I quit drinking.

Good topic. If I'm honest I have too many instances where I put myself (and people I love) in dangerous situations. It's true I never suffered any external consequences but I very well could have (and would have if I kept drinking). Even though I wasn't arrested, didn't lose my job, didn't lose my family, I'm no different than those who have. I struggle with the guilt and shame of how I became and some of the things I did. Even though no one else may know how bad things were - I know. It's painful to be honest with yourself, but in my opinion necessary to move forward. Now I'm working on acceptance and forgiving myself.

It's true I was in denial about the extent of my drug and alcohol addiction, but honesty I knew.

Good for you in getting honest about your drinking. When I was struggling I was made aware that our alcoholism is progressive and would never return to be "normal." It's work to get and stay sober but the alternative is horrible for ourselves and those close to us.

BE WELL