tita279

Hello,

I am a 25 years old female… I started to smoke heavily marihuana around 2 years ago after a bad brake up and also everybody at college was doing it so all my friends before and after class just to do it so I was like why not… around 8 months ago I start hanging out with people who start doing Molly and bath salts.. anyways, I have always being the type of girl that never discriminates and trusts in everybody, very happy and very outgoing.. I did the molly thing like 4 times or 5, and after that the person who was selling it went to jail so i stop doing it for like 2 moths… one day of of the sudden I start getting again the "molly" I will say I go it like 5 or 6 more times.. well ended up being Bath salts.. I guess the new guys selling this SH** wanted to make some money and i am young and stupid and have no idea about the shape, smell or difference between the 2 so I was purchasing this terrible stuff… anyways the last time I did this SH** was around the first week of February 2014 the following week I felt the same syntoms I always feel… lots of happiness for like 2 hour and If I smoke It lasted soo much longer.. but after the two first hours it was not sleeping, sweating like a pig, weird noises very clear to me, very aware of noises, scared, anxious, anyways… last time I did it ( and I did it in overall of like 6 times in my life after the 5 times I did the molly) it was the first week on February 2 weeks after that like on a Saturday 22 or something like that… I was in the park walking around with my current bf and I got a tall coffee, start drinking it and 1 hour after that I felt like I was going to the floor… dizzy, lights when out.. short of breath.. went close to a bathroom and start looking for the water fountain, drunk some water… start thinking omg I just got wait to much caffeine.. that day one of my best friends that I have not seeing in years so she was on her way to my place… after the coffee thing i start feeling better but I start worrying a little… that night she arrived to my place because we were going to have a nights girl out, we did, went out! I drunk some sparkling water( champagne) and I had enough to be buzz, later I had a full long island ice tea.. anyways woke up with a terrible headache next day, not feeling on doing anything, my back was a little bit in pain. I live with my bf and we got into a argument that afternoon, that argument made me feel insecure… so that sunday I started to really start feeling depressed… we talk everything for great again, and we are pretty new in the relationship so we don't really fight that much… anyways.. 1 week after that I start feeling TERRIBLE… blood pressure was on the roof, dizziness, anxious, nervous, weird thoughts ( negative) chest pain, my head will be read and hot, after a week of feeling like that I was like WTF i don't care that i don't have insurance i am going to the emergency room, i could be having a hard attack for what the hell I know I am not a doctor… went there they told me I had atypical anxiety attack medicate me with ativan? 1 mg 16 pills they did chest X-rays, blood test put some kind of machine in my heart and everything seems to be great… they gave me a shot in the hospital with help me LOTS! went home and after I slept for over a day and half woking up eating some go back to sleep.. start meditating, did yoga once, eating super healthy, I don't crave the drug not weed not anything but in san patriks day I was feeling so much better for all that BS that has been happening and drunk 2 blue hawaians, 2 liquid marijuanas( cocktails) and like a glass of sparkling water… after that day I have been AGAIN feeling discomfort, worried, weird thoughts.. ( like what about if I die today,.. or weird **** I gave NEVER think in my life )witch scared the **** out of me… i feel it is more mental than physical this time,… Please I know I am not the only one, I forgive myself for being a kid and not knowing better.. I will like to know is this normal? will it go away? I am constantly looking the reason why why why.. is it the weed? is it the bath salt i did like 5 times.. after that going to the hospital think happened I have never in my entire life want to do or have anything to do with drugs.. everything startered as a lets have fun and so normal and now I am struggling to get out of this situation. Thank you for your time.. ps my problem is not craving it either is just the synths after words… thanks again

doggonecarl

I've heard bad things about Bath Salts.

I had panic attacks after smoking pot, and also triggered by drinking. None since I've been clean and sober. Perhaps that's the route you need to go. No drugs, no drink.