Just beg. my withdrawal!
This place has meant the world to me.
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3 DAYS SOBER - thank you
I am not too comp. savvy like everyone else on the forum, so please forgive me if I am answering all over the place. Just discovering this forum in my few days of not drinking has helped me go forward. Especially for the kind person who put me on to the PAWS. This helps me understand what to expect and how to handle it. My will is strong and I really want to go back to when I was happy,busy and content in my sober past. That is my goal and I am going to keep going towards it - I realize the road is going to be tough and will have ups and downs and that is my reason for seeking out forums. 
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Why thanks for your kind thoughts. Buddy was living in squalor and very undernourished 5mth old when I was given this wonderful opportunity to care for him. He is now a tubby tuba and extremely devoted to me (maybe too much) he has gone through some horrible operations and still suffers with his breathing when he get excited. The one thing I want for him is to have a normal loving and stable home, hence, my reason for getting myself better. I am succeeding as today was good. No withdrawals except for lack of sleep. This will come in time.
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Day 4 recovery
I finally do not have withdrawal, had a wonderful day walking my dog Buddy soaking up the sunshine and realizing that I am ALIVE and in a surreal place right now. One day at a time. Last night hardly slept, hopefully tonight I will be successful! Thank you all for following me.
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