Fell off the Wagon tonight..will start tomorrow
 

Just couldn't do it tonight... been enjoying the benefits of sobriety.... but also I enjoy the loss of control....weeeee!.... Will become sober for good tomorrow.

-Serper

That loss of control can get you into all kinds of trouble, Serper. I hope you'll take it seriously and do whatever it takes to find recovery. You know we're all here to support you, right?

There was a time where this would have made me feel jealous.

Now, it just makes me feel sad.

Please come back tomorrow.

Yes - we are here to see you through Serper. :) Hope to hear tomorrow that you're back on track.

I know... I need support... please add me as a friend on here....let me give you my email or contact info.... I would like a sponsor if anyone is willing....because I can do 5-10 days and feel AMAZING....but the cravings get me....

Amen.

The strong cannot help the weak until the weak begin to help themselves. No one but himself can alter his condition.

It's ok I'm home and safe... not going to go out and get in trouble (and drive!) ...anyone wanna be my sponsor?

Good for you! I mean that... maybe I'm too young (age (23) and in recovery(0 days) to appreciate that but I hope one day we can PM and talk about this! Much love)

-Serper

The best way to get a sponsor is to attend several AA meetings and look for people who have what you want.