Day 4
Day 4
WOW what a rough hell of a day yesterday was! I cried I shouted, I curled up on my bed holding my stomach, ( still stuffed my face with a Chinese tho ) I have not gone this long without alcohol since FOREVER! I really cant remember going this long without my '' buzz ''
Here is to day 4
Here is to day 4
Not drinking scares me too..but I am more scared of what my future looks like drinking. I'm gonna adjust to being sober just like I adjusted to being a drunk...it was not easy.
Yeah my future wasn't exactly the best whilst I was hammering it on the booze! I now the only way is up from here and I have to realise that it is not just a matter of not drinking but also learning how to LIVE an be HAPPY without the alcohol! I cant keep numbing my emotional trauma with getting wasted! Im only 28 time to sort it out
Sober since October
Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: In the world in my eyes...Somewhere I've never been before...
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Congrats on Day 4, Chilled!
The first week is rough, but good news - it's getting better.
Take one day at a time and stay strong. Life is so much better when sober)
The first week is rough, but good news - it's getting better.
Take one day at a time and stay strong. Life is so much better when sober)
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