Hit rock bottom
Hit rock bottom
So I am new here. I thought I hit rock bottom in September of 2013. I got a DWI and hit & run with my wife in the car. My drinking increased though and we got a separation. I've been a bartender and bar manager for almost 15 years. So going into February I was a 35 year old man living with his mother and I was an alcoholic. What my family didn't know was I was getting bombed every night after work and driving home.
On February 7 I was arrested for my 4th DWI. I blew a .25. My family let me stay in Jail for 3 weeks before bonding me out. I detoxed there. I face 3-6 months of jail, have no job, no wife, and have an uphill battle with sobriety.......
But I'm sober. I'm alive. I have done this before. I have a drive to quit for good. I stopped for nearly a year in 2011. Monday I start groups. 90 hours of extensive outpatient. I'm coupling that with AA and looking into inpatient as well. I'm working out daily again. And I'm learning to deal with my anxiety and stress as a natural part of life. I can do this.
On February 7 I was arrested for my 4th DWI. I blew a .25. My family let me stay in Jail for 3 weeks before bonding me out. I detoxed there. I face 3-6 months of jail, have no job, no wife, and have an uphill battle with sobriety.......
But I'm sober. I'm alive. I have done this before. I have a drive to quit for good. I stopped for nearly a year in 2011. Monday I start groups. 90 hours of extensive outpatient. I'm coupling that with AA and looking into inpatient as well. I'm working out daily again. And I'm learning to deal with my anxiety and stress as a natural part of life. I can do this.
Yes you can do it Forghetti. You sound ready and determined. You can reclaim your life and rebuild everything.
Welcome to SR - it's so good to have you here. This is the best place to be for encouragement and support.
Welcome to SR - it's so good to have you here. This is the best place to be for encouragement and support.
I really do hate the term "rock bottom". I finally have gotten to the point where I give up on thinking alcohol is needed. I'm tired of everything alcohol brings. I lost so much and alcohol has given so little. The recent legal issues and personal issues finally has opened my eyes to the current situation I can no longer ignore. I'm throwing my life away if I go down the wrong path. I'm 35 and not getting any younger.
Welcome Forghetti and thanks for your honesty! You'll find a whole host of great people here! Some have many months to years of sobriety and offer amazing advice because they've been there and figured it out! Others like myself are relatively new and still trying to figure their own $h/t out. But everyone is here to help!! Sounds like you have a great attitude and welcome to the family!!
This already seems like a good fit. I wish I had this tool for the last time I got sober. It would have been a beneficial resource to keep me from falling back into the trap. Oh well, I here now and fighting the good fight again.
Stick with it Forghetti and recall your words a few paces down the road. It's not an easy road but it's a heck of a lot better than the one we was all travelling on, certain to desctruction.
There is life after booze, all these people around you are proof of that.
Enjoy your journey and stick with us at SR, the people here are phenomenal x
There is life after booze, all these people around you are proof of that.
Enjoy your journey and stick with us at SR, the people here are phenomenal x
Welcome to the SR family Forghetti! I come to this site anytime my mind begins to wander toward alcohol or if I just need a boost. It does help me and serves as a good reminder of why I am staying sober.
Sorry to hear about your recent issues but things can improve if you are ready and willing. Time forgives us and there is a better life waiting for you to take it. Hope you will stick around and keep coming back!
Sorry to hear about your recent issues but things can improve if you are ready and willing. Time forgives us and there is a better life waiting for you to take it. Hope you will stick around and keep coming back!
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So I am new here. I thought I hit rock bottom in September of 2013. I got a DWI and hit & run with my wife in the car. My drinking increased though and we got a separation. I've been a bartender and bar manager for almost 15 years. So going into February I was a 35 year old man living with his mother and I was an alcoholic. What my family didn't know was I was getting bombed every night after work and driving home.
On February 7 I was arrested for my 4th DWI. I blew a .25. My family let me stay in Jail for 3 weeks before bonding me out. I detoxed there. I face 3-6 months of jail, have no job, no wife, and have an uphill battle with sobriety.......
But I'm sober. I'm alive. I have done this before. I have a drive to quit for good. I stopped for nearly a year in 2011. Monday I start groups. 90 hours of extensive outpatient. I'm coupling that with AA and looking into inpatient as well. I'm working out daily again. And I'm learning to deal with my anxiety and stress as a natural part of life. I can do this.
On February 7 I was arrested for my 4th DWI. I blew a .25. My family let me stay in Jail for 3 weeks before bonding me out. I detoxed there. I face 3-6 months of jail, have no job, no wife, and have an uphill battle with sobriety.......
But I'm sober. I'm alive. I have done this before. I have a drive to quit for good. I stopped for nearly a year in 2011. Monday I start groups. 90 hours of extensive outpatient. I'm coupling that with AA and looking into inpatient as well. I'm working out daily again. And I'm learning to deal with my anxiety and stress as a natural part of life. I can do this.
Your story reminds me of me. I blew trips as well, but things didnt turn out favoribly with my case as it did with you. I wish mine was a simple trips BAC arrested, cuffed n stuffed lost license, vehicles, house, marriage, kids, limbs, life, blood, scars. The ultimate bottom is 6 feet under. This disease is progressive (gets worse over time never better), chronic (happens over and over again) and fatal (death, dead). This disease centers in our mind. They way we think is our problem at hand, not our drinking. Our drinking is but a symptom of a larger issue. We need to change the way we think. By working the 12 steps of AA we change the way we think. We gain a higher power of our own understanding. This is a spiritual program not a religious program. So again, this is only one way to get sober, highly successful. However there are other programs out there that might work. I have tried most of them, if not all. I will tell you that some worked for a little while, but in the end I got drunk because I didnt change the way I thought.
Wish you the best my friend. A good lawyer is invaluable.
Good Luck
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