day 1 again I hate myself right now
day 1 again I hate myself right now
Slipped last night I'm so mad at myself.
Got a phone call at work that mum has pulled her feeding tube out twice yesterday.
I feel horrific as I've not had my meds for a week and feel dizzy all the time. Got to pick them up today but will get a taxi as I'm ot risking drink driving.
The only good thing is my husband is back today to help me as he knows what my sobriety means to me and he understands that I'm finding life too difficult right now.
If it wasn't for him and my daughters I wouldn't be here right now but 6 feet under.
I'm. Hoping once I get my anti depressants back in my system it will help me get on track again.
Got a phone call at work that mum has pulled her feeding tube out twice yesterday.
I feel horrific as I've not had my meds for a week and feel dizzy all the time. Got to pick them up today but will get a taxi as I'm ot risking drink driving.
The only good thing is my husband is back today to help me as he knows what my sobriety means to me and he understands that I'm finding life too difficult right now.
If it wasn't for him and my daughters I wouldn't be here right now but 6 feet under.
I'm. Hoping once I get my anti depressants back in my system it will help me get on track again.
I've gotta sort myself out dee. I was doing so well and I know I can do it as I've got u guys it's the initial first few days. I just need to get my tablets in my system n to crack on with it.
I need to see if there are any groups where I can go while the kids are at nursery.
I need to see if there are any groups where I can go while the kids are at nursery.
oh ZG.... those are some pressures for sure. Go easy on yourself. Times of great emotional challenge are times we need care and support... and that needs to start with caring for ourselves.
I know that can be easier said than done. I hope the medication helps get you back to center..... I hope you can get to a meeting or other support that works for you.
Hang in there....as lame as that may sound, I mean it. You can make it through this and you can do it without alcohol.
I know that can be easier said than done. I hope the medication helps get you back to center..... I hope you can get to a meeting or other support that works for you.
Hang in there....as lame as that may sound, I mean it. You can make it through this and you can do it without alcohol.
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