Its ok. DONT GIVE UP!!!!! Ive relapsed more times then I care to remember!!
Its not easy. "We didnt become addicted in one day--so..EASY DOES IT!"
This addict could not stay clean if her life depended on it(actually--it did)!!
I will be clean 30 days Sat. and let me tell you--ITS A MIRACLE!!!
Everytime I f**ked up I was sooooooooooo ashamed. I didnt want to come back to this site and tell everyone that I screwed up yet again. And believe me--they have been there for me many times--and their support never came with judgement!! They still loved me!!!
All that matters Erika is that you know you have a problem and are willing to do something about it!! PLEASE DONT GIVE UP.
Hang in there love!!