Dan

Like a friend of mine around here is fond of saying...
Give me that shame stick... ***SNAP***.
No more beating yourself up. You're done.
Now back to recovery

Ann25

Erika,
Its ok. DONT GIVE UP!!!!! Ive relapsed more times then I care to remember!!
Its not easy. "We didnt become addicted in one day--so..EASY DOES IT!"
This addict could not stay clean if her life depended on it(actually--it did)!!
I will be clean 30 days Sat. and let me tell you--ITS A MIRACLE!!!
Everytime I f**ked up I was sooooooooooo ashamed. I didnt want to come back to this site and tell everyone that I screwed up yet again. And believe me--they have been there for me many times--and their support never came with judgement!! They still loved me!!!
All that matters Erika is that you know you have a problem and are willing to do something about it!! PLEASE DONT GIVE UP.
Hang in there love!!
Ann

kittenwings

Da'gone i've never met a more understanding, caring and loving bunch of people in my life. Thank ya'll for being there and i am done beating myself up. i have been reading and i see that a lot of us do the same thing and it is hard but able to be done.
Hey ummmm while ya'll are willing to help out, mind coming over and helping me study for this SAT. the math is just kickin' man. what an overwhelming pressure to go back to university after so long. And i thought my automechanics class was hard....
anyway thanks for all the kind words i feel very well and was just wondering how ya got all those little people up there. i love those banana's they are the sh*t man!!!
ROCK ON DUDES--------------------Erika

eddie z.

Erika,
So glad you are feeling better!! To get the smilies, click "post reply," then click "more" when you see the smilies on the right. There are literally hundreds to choose from. Click on the one you want or type the code into your post. Does that make sense?
Love, Eddie