teardrop

this is no good to/for me, please remove me, thanks dave

Hopscotch

Hi Dave!

What's up?

teardrop

just cant do it anymore so im not, just delete my acount, not doing any sobriety programme, its just all winding me up

Mags1

What's happened dave

Hopscotch

Are you just logging off this site? Or off sobriety?
What's winding you up? (Sorry, I'm slow on the uptake at times..)

DoubleBarrel

We're here anytime you want to visit us. Lots of varied experience around here, and almost certainly someone who can relate to what you are going through.

I know you feel like you are alone, and no one gets what you are experiencing, but I assure you, promise you, that is not the truth. Thats addiction lying to you.

teardrop

both

and life

Sorensen

If you are planning on hurting yourself, please go to the hospital. Think about all the people that care about you. Giving up on life is selfish as it is foolish.

RiverFriendAgn

Praying for you teardrop.

Mags1

You're certainly going through it dave, can we help at all, sometimes talking does help. I rant on here often.

keithurbanfan

Prayers and good vibes coming your way....

teardrop

im not gonna hurt myself, i just cant stay sober so whats the point in stressing my self out n trying i got too much on my plate and im a misserable tw@t so decided to dedicate certain nights a week to have a few, that way my wife gets me sober so many days a week, and i get me pissed so many days a week, and i just live with the fact that no tw@t will help me with my ocd

whiskeyman

oh boy, teardrop. This was like a note i could have written a few years ago.
I was at the end of my rope, saying why bother, I cant do it anyway.
I was so close to death that there didnt seem like any better way.

I feel and know how you feel.
Please keep typing, dont let go.

been there

Sorensen

See your doctor, there are better ways to deal with OCD then alcohol.

Hang in there

teardrop

see my other topic

doctors are f ing useless

please end this acount

suki44883

Teardrop, you'll need to send a PM to an administrator in order to have your account removed. We can't do that for you.

KateL

Don't give up Dave xxx

Raider

Teardrop I understand. Please don't go. Prayers to you Sweetie.

Hopscotch

Some doctors might be clueless- I've met some.
Others are absolutely amazing (or amazingly brilliant)!

I hope you continue searching and find an awesome one.
It's like someone turning on the lights in a dark room.

PurpleKnight

You can always come back to your account in the future, keeping that door open incase you change your mind in a few months or even a years time!!

No detriment to still having an account!!