hello this is my last chance
 

Hello, i am a 32 yr old woman with a historyof drug problem. I was ddoing great until.six months ago. My mom died, i did everything possible to save her and she died anyway. Im alone, i feel. My hhusbandhas left me aagain and now i know iI'vefound a drug sstronger than me. Im not used to not beingable to.walk.away but im :a108:afraid to.face everything sober

Hi and welcome charligirl :)

you'll find a lot of support here.
I'm really sorry for your loss, and your struggle.

what kind of drugs are you addicted to?

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I, too, am sorry for your lose.
I was afraid to face anything sober when I was a drunk. After I quit, those fears have all left me.
It may seem insurmountable to you now, but get some clean time behind you and things will change so much for the better.
Welcome to this site, and I hope you find it helpful.

Wishing you the best.

I hope you find some hope and inspiration here. All the best

Welcome, charligirl420! It's good to have you at SR. While things are bad right now, they can get better. You're never alone.:ring

Hi charligirl, so sorry for your loss of your mum.x

Welcome charligirl, nice to have you with us.xx

:welcome

I'm sorry for your loss but happy that you found us and joined the family. Lots of support here. :hug:

Welcome. if the problem is lack of power then the solution must be finding a way to gain power. whatever that is for you I hope you find it. I only have two days since my last drink or drug. Hope things go better for you.