Mizzuno

I had a moment the other day where I thought drinking was a good idea. I imagined myself picking up the beverage and entertaining the guests coming over to my house. The guests were family members and I NOW know that family is one of my biggest triggers.

I woke up in the morning, on Sunday, wondering if I had drank. At first, I was not for certain if I made it through the visit. I was almost ashamed of myself, and then I recalled that I had not relapsed. I made it through the event with my resolve. I have not experienced any thoughts of drinking since.

I am starting to see what drives me to these thoughts, and I am really working towards the solution. Maintaining my sobriety is all that I have to do. It was a close call for me. I believe I understand the reasons why I think the way I do when faced with situations that I am not sure how to handle. One step at a time. I am learning how to live and how to make decisions that will benefit my life.

10+ months and I need to keep walking forward.

Thanks, Mizzuno

Jayelle113

Ten months is great!!! I can't wait to be able to say the same. I'm happy you didn't give in and that you realize what the biggest trigger for you is and are working on the solution

Opivotal

Congratulations on 10 months Mizzuno!

I have certain family members that trigger me. Like you, I'm aware, on guard and know that drinking won't hurt them, only me.

autan

Truly inspirational.

KateL