Detoxing Right Now
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Detoxing Right Now
I feel horrible! It's making my depression plummet. Went through detox two months ago but I checked myself into the hospital and they made it much easier. Don't want to go back to the hospital because then I'd have to admit I failed. I stopped yesterday morning it's been 36 hours.
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Yes I would also suggest to go, even if for nothing else, just that you've done what felt right, kept busy, and occupied yourself with some more time of caring about yourself rather than staying stalled in this state and in the fear. But I'm sure they will be able to help you to actually feel better, there are many effective and harmless ways to change these things medically.
I'm also on Day 1... this one feels quite easy for me right now, but I've had many many horrible previous Day 1's with extreme states of paranoia, depression, hopelessness, etc. I never asked for medical help with those for years, and now I think probably I should have overcome my not wanting to show failure and vulnerability, perhaps I could have beaten this crap earlier!
I'm also on Day 1... this one feels quite easy for me right now, but I've had many many horrible previous Day 1's with extreme states of paranoia, depression, hopelessness, etc. I never asked for medical help with those for years, and now I think probably I should have overcome my not wanting to show failure and vulnerability, perhaps I could have beaten this crap earlier!
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