Shaky Holidays
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Shaky Holidays
Hey there,
I made it to a year and a half with out any drinks, then I had a beer with a friend a few weeks ago, then a glass of wine new years eve. I haven't really told anyone close to me about it, and figured it was fine. I just need to not have anymore drinks. I am a little disappointed in myself, but am grateful that I have been responsible enough to practice safe transportation and that things haven't gotten out of control yet... But there is something about drinking now that I don't like. I feel gross now after words, and a tremendous amount of guilt ensues. Maybe my body is saying: oh no you didn't girlfriend! and the massive pimple on my forehead is backing up my body. This last year I have started therapy, gotten control of my diet and life, have hit the tip of vulnerability and trust. Why am I testing my limits? I will admit it felt good not being the odd one out for a change, but I forgot I turn into the major odd one if I get all hammered and make an ass outta myself. I am really looking for support and know I can find it here
I made it to a year and a half with out any drinks, then I had a beer with a friend a few weeks ago, then a glass of wine new years eve. I haven't really told anyone close to me about it, and figured it was fine. I just need to not have anymore drinks. I am a little disappointed in myself, but am grateful that I have been responsible enough to practice safe transportation and that things haven't gotten out of control yet... But there is something about drinking now that I don't like. I feel gross now after words, and a tremendous amount of guilt ensues. Maybe my body is saying: oh no you didn't girlfriend! and the massive pimple on my forehead is backing up my body. This last year I have started therapy, gotten control of my diet and life, have hit the tip of vulnerability and trust. Why am I testing my limits? I will admit it felt good not being the odd one out for a change, but I forgot I turn into the major odd one if I get all hammered and make an ass outta myself. I am really looking for support and know I can find it here
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Hey, at least you're back on track with minimal damage done I also had a glass of beer at New Year and was too ashamed to admit it, so here I am admitting it. It's a new year and we can stay strong on all we've learned throughout the last one yeah? Xx
I also had a glass of beer at New Year and was too ashamed to admit it, so here I am admitting it. It's a new year and we can stay strong on all we've learned throughout the last one yeah? Xx
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Well, thank you for being honest! I have gone into phase 1 detox aka replace high calorie alcoholic beverage with high calorie chocolate chip cookie. Will try to go back to my spirulina ways by next week!
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AHHHH, you might not!Redirect Notice
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Originally Posted by Karissaleigh 
Try the republic of tea Chocolate teas! They have a red velvet cake tea that will knock your socks off! Mmmmmm... Now I want chocolate!
Why have I not heard of this!
I'm sure gonna get me some of that tomorrow! Thanks!!!
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