I had 9 days..even xmas day...
 

I have royally screwed up.
I had 9 days (I think), and even survived xmas day around relatives who were drinking.
It would seem from my phone logs that I have been blackout drunk from 6pm 25th till now.

All I know for certain is that I have drunk 1.66L of vodka and now it is Dec 27.

I can face tomorrow being another day 1.

I am an alcoholic, but I am not beaten.

Be careful and please consider getting medical treatment as alcohol withdrawal after a binge can be very dangerous.

Even if you don't think you need it, you may consider seeing a doctor because that could give you the kick in the butt you need to get going.

Welcome to SR nf1983 :)

glad you've joined us.
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Thanks. I have an adequate supply of Benzos and Beta blockers if needed.

I think I needed to post to make this "real".

I am concerned if you already have benzos because that means you must have gone to the doctor for alcoholism related issues before...

Thanks for the concern but I was given Diazepam tabs for anxiety..no doubt fuelled by alcoholism. I have a few spare if needed, but I'm sure I'll be fine medically :)

I just posted to really make a public start date for myself.

It's great you're coming right back in attack mode!! You're in charge,not the booze. Sometimes we forget that.

Also, I would like to praise everyone involved in the running of this site.
I have "lurked" for quite some time before becoming a member.
During that time I have learned much about addiction.
This open access to all approach helps educate so many.
I could / would not have paid to access an addiction support site.
Thanks for being here.

Hi, I hope you fell better soon and continue to battle this thing xxxxx

Hi and welcome to SR

Welcome to SR, nf1983 :wave:

You've made your public announcement now and we'll all be watching you. . . . :e082:

And supporting you every step of the way! :grouphug:

You can do this if you really want it. Keep stringing those sober hours together they will soon turn to days and weeks. Keep posting and good luck