I want to drink so bad..
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I hear anger which is probably appropriate not knowing the circumstances, just don't turn it against yourself and do something hurtful like drinking. You have taken good care of yourself so far and deserve to continue into the new year without the pain or regrets drinking will surely bring you.
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Charliee you are doing great. I'm right with you. It's baby steps sometimes eh? I had a great Christmas Day yesterday , really strange but seen ur for what it was and not how intoxicated I could make myself make it better lol if u get me. I wasted so much time trying to be someone while drinking and so much pain and depression. My mood is better I feel like a new man , scary at times but it's defi early better than what I was. I hated Christmas before, was always low mood, full of fear and trying to act out like Beibg obnoxious and arrogant while selfish and self centred. This year has made me look at myself and my character defects and see my thoughts as what they are. I know drinking will change my out look again and see me going back into the comfort of king alcohol. Your are about the same time as me Charliee, n I can see by some of your posts that your life is far better without it. Don't give in. Take it easy on yourself . Gb
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Join Date: May 2010
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Originally Posted by Charliee 
I want to drink or pull all of my hair out!! Why does this have to suck so bad, and I really don't care at all right now. I wonder if some people are trying to see if I will cave. Every dream I have had for the last week is about having that drink and it is starting to look like a great idea!!!
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