5th day let's do this!!!!
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5th day let's do this!!!!
On my 5th sober morning now after an awful night at work.
Everybody in my district must have been buying alcohol the worst was when my favourite wine went through my till. I fought a past buying some after work n got straight in my car n came home.
I'm very proud of myself for this as I would have bought some.
I am struggling with getting to sleep at the minute but when I do I don't want to wake up as it's seems to enclose me in a lovely bubble.
I still have awful dreams that I cave in n drink n I am dissapointed with myself in my dreams.
Thankfully I wake up and realise I haven't.
I'm hoping that my body clock will sort itself out soon.
Thank u to all of my support buddies on here u all mean the world to me with your comments and love xxxx
Everybody in my district must have been buying alcohol the worst was when my favourite wine went through my till. I fought a past buying some after work n got straight in my car n came home.
I'm very proud of myself for this as I would have bought some.
I am struggling with getting to sleep at the minute but when I do I don't want to wake up as it's seems to enclose me in a lovely bubble.
I still have awful dreams that I cave in n drink n I am dissapointed with myself in my dreams.
Thankfully I wake up and realise I haven't.
I'm hoping that my body clock will sort itself out soon.
Thank u to all of my support buddies on here u all mean the world to me with your comments and love xxxx
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ZG I too have drinking dreams, but that's all they are, dreams. What may help the till work is to imagine each bottle to be filled with the most vile substance you can imagine, ( urine and cigarette stubs etc) you will soon stop craving them! Well done on day 5 honey, you can do it
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Ugh I hated those dreams in the beginning they really freaked me out! Now they are not so bad and I don't get as many as I use to.
Your body will sort itself out, you just have to give it time to heal and reset. We put our bodies thru horrible abuse.
And congrats on 5 days, that is awesome!
Your body will sort itself out, you just have to give it time to heal and reset. We put our bodies thru horrible abuse.
And congrats on 5 days, that is awesome!
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Just explained to my husband everything about my demon and how it makes me feel as he doesn't think I have a problem I've explained to him that once I start I cannot stop when it comes to drinking. He asked if I will ever drink again n I said nope doesn't interest me as it's not the person who I am.
He was really funny with me at first until I explained that even if I can be sober for a day or 2 it doesn't mean I don't think it and make up for it straight after.
To me that's not a healthy relationship to have with booze.
He is been supportive now and I explained ed about my friends who help me on here n he thinks if it's what I need then to do it.
Thank u for getting me to really speak up about this with him
He was really funny with me at first until I explained that even if I can be sober for a day or 2 it doesn't mean I don't think it and make up for it straight after.
To me that's not a healthy relationship to have with booze.
He is been supportive now and I explained ed about my friends who help me on here n he thinks if it's what I need then to do it.
Thank u for getting me to really speak up about this with him
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