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11-16-2013, 04:55 PM

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GypsyHeather

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Testing

Written two long ass mssg's and been denied. So I'm just testing here. Clean 15 days

11-16-2013, 04:56 PM

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Mountainmanbob

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Quote:

Originally Posted by GypsyHeather

So I'm just testing here. Clean 15 days

read you loud and clear
congrats on the 15 days
Mountainman

11-16-2013, 04:57 PM

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GypsyHeather

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FML. now it works and I am talking to myself

11-16-2013, 04:58 PM

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jazzfish

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Welcome and congratulations on 15 days!

11-16-2013, 04:58 PM

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neferkamichael

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GypsyHeather, 15 days is FANTASTIC. Congratulations. Rootin for ya.

11-16-2013, 04:58 PM

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GypsyHeather

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Hey Bob. Didn't see your reply. Thnx

11-16-2013, 04:58 PM

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Dee74

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Hi GypsyHeather - you're definitely not talking to yourself.
How can we help?

D

11-16-2013, 04:59 PM

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JPSkate

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Congrats Gypsy, I'm on day 15 also!

11-16-2013, 05:07 PM

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GypsyHeather

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Thnx guys. I've been doing this a long time. Have no problem stopping. Been clean for decades at a time. Then I get bored. Then I go to prison or, like this time, lose everything I own. I need to be clean and not bored. Or become a hermit in the mntns of Montana( are there mntns in Montana? I was in AA for ten yrs and it is the most tolerable time clean I've ever had. I want to find happiness. I don't remember ever having it. I have talked to crazy docs, taken their pills. Nothing works. But being loaded doesn't work either and it is hard on my family. Thanks for listening.

11-16-2013, 05:09 PM

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GypsyHeather

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Right on JPSkate

11-16-2013, 05:22 PM

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Dee74

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SR helped me to focus and stay sober GH - I hope we can help you too

11-16-2013, 05:37 PM

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GypsyHeather

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I can stay sober. I want to 'want' to be this way. I'm not suicidal but I am crazy fatalistic. Sometimes I hope for that strike of lightening or truck just so I can put my family out of misery without the embarrassment of suicide