Just dunno what's going on.
 

Well im stills here and drinking. Was worried to post here while still drinking. I just don't know what I want anymore. The three drink buzz is hard to live without but the ten drink feeling is a bad thing. I'm totally confused what to do and I'm in a catch 22. Sounds crazy and weird?? Ya tellin me. What a **** life alcohol causes.

Oh yeah, it sure does. And the really crappy thing is, it can get much, much worse.

I hope we can help you decide to stop drinking. Life really is better sober.:)

We'll be here to support you when you're ready, RJ :hug:

Yes the 3 drink buzz is good. However waking up sober and fresh is a better buzz!

Just keep posting, RJYN, no matter where you are. It sounds like you've had a rough go of it since the wedding weekend. Thinking of you.

We are here for you if you decide that you want to stop drinking.

Amen.

Hi RJY. Hoping you'll decide not to play that risky game anymore.