Need help
Need help
Ugh, I can see this is never going to go away, is it?
I've been sober for just over a year and things have been going great. No urges (well, very few), feeling strong, healthy. Everything's been good. Until now.
A few weeks ago, I screwed up my back through a combination of weights & running. Just a severe muscle injury (the doctor thinks), but because the pain was so long-lasting, he put me on Prednisone for 12 days. I've been on that med before for another injury and knew what to expect, but I was drinking then and this time I'm REALLY climbing the walls and dying for something - anything - to relieve my anxiety. This stuff makes me so edgy and jumpy, and all I've been thinking about for the past week is how a couple of glasses of wine would help take the edge off. You know, just a couple of glasses. And we all know where that would lead.
How do you deal with situations like this? I haven't been able to exercise due to my back, so I've got a lot of pent up energy anyway. The steroids are only exasperating that feeling. Luckily, I've only got another 7 days of this treatment to go, but it worries me that my mind would immediately turn to alcohol in this situation. So quickly and easily, too.
Any advice? Thanks all...
I've been sober for just over a year and things have been going great. No urges (well, very few), feeling strong, healthy. Everything's been good. Until now.
A few weeks ago, I screwed up my back through a combination of weights & running. Just a severe muscle injury (the doctor thinks), but because the pain was so long-lasting, he put me on Prednisone for 12 days. I've been on that med before for another injury and knew what to expect, but I was drinking then and this time I'm REALLY climbing the walls and dying for something - anything - to relieve my anxiety. This stuff makes me so edgy and jumpy, and all I've been thinking about for the past week is how a couple of glasses of wine would help take the edge off. You know, just a couple of glasses. And we all know where that would lead.
How do you deal with situations like this? I haven't been able to exercise due to my back, so I've got a lot of pent up energy anyway. The steroids are only exasperating that feeling. Luckily, I've only got another 7 days of this treatment to go, but it worries me that my mind would immediately turn to alcohol in this situation. So quickly and easily, too.
Any advice? Thanks all...
No, I haven't Dee. I thought I'd just try and stick it out. The Prednisone IS helping the pain in the back - it's nearly back to normal - but the side effects are tough. It's more of a mental thing, a need to relieve the anxiety. Maybe I should talk to see if there are other options. I just assumed that steroids are the best recourse for this kind of things (I've had spinal disc issues before, and they've always worked).
Just hang on in for seven days more.
I know it can be frustrating not being able to train; I tore my shoulder rotator cuff and couldn't weight train my upper body for three months.
After one year sober you would be pretty annoyed with yourself starting again, even a few wines......
I know it can be frustrating not being able to train; I tore my shoulder rotator cuff and couldn't weight train my upper body for three months.
After one year sober you would be pretty annoyed with yourself starting again, even a few wines......
Yes he does. What's most disappointing about this, for me, is how quickly I fell back into "stinkin' thinkin'". It was if a year hadn't even passed. I thought I was beyond that now, but I can see I'll never have that monkey completely off my back. Always have to be on guard I guess, even for something as routine as a reaction to a medication. Ugh...
i was prescribed this same medication for severe allergic reaction - im allergic to hair dye - i bought a dye that i thought didnt include the chemical im allergic to - anyways i understand this frustration your feeling - i was crazily edgy - i dont have any other solution for you than treat this like a course of antibiotics - its necessary and any side effects are worth it in your long term health - im not a doctor though but im under the general concensus that your doctor has valued the benefit to be greater than the risk - but dee is right - we arent medically trained so you should 110 percent speak with your doctor - you have a year - a whole year im guessing that you know the benefits
I think to a certain extent, it's a chemical thing shoebox
if we take something that unwillingly excites those old addictive parts of our brain, it's not a moral failing...it just means we need to acknowledge that reaction and maybe make other plans?
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if we take something that unwillingly excites those old addictive parts of our brain, it's not a moral failing...it just means we need to acknowledge that reaction and maybe make other plans?
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Does it ever go away for anyone?
Shoebox, I hope the next seven days pass quickly for you! It might not help right now, but imagine how proud you will be when you have completed this extended hurdle successfully. And then you will have that memory and knowledge of your ability in your toolbox for next time.
Good luck!
Good luck!
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